Crywolf I

You make me want to talk about love...
You make me want to believe in someone else...
You make me want to give love...
You make me want to sing about love...

Everyone of us was meant to live...
Everyone of us was meant to die...
Everyone of us was meant to love...
Everyone of us was meant to suffer...

I lived the day I met you...
And I loved the day I kissed you...
I died the day you were gone...
And I suffer since the day you love me no more...

Certainly I could go and talk with other woman...
But every girl reminds me you...
Some deteail or something reminds me you...
So I just can't do it, I can't get over you...

I want you in my life...
I wanna be in your heart...
I'll give it all for your heart...
...for your love

Thousands of times I dreamed about you...
And in my dreams we seem so happy...
Maybe...only in my dreams I can find my happiness...
Me happiness with you...

And I miss you...
I miss you so much...so hard...
I pray to the moon for you...
I always do it...

Hope you wont read all of this...
It's kinda lame...
This is how I feel...
And its always kinda lame...

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si, cambie el nombre pero la direccion no la voy a cambiar porque todo lo que pongo esta usado xDD

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bueno...saludos!

How you remind me...

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin'
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream Are we having fun yet?
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
'Cause living with me must have damn near
killed you

This is how you remind me
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me
Of what i really am
This is how you remind me
Of what i really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
and I've been wrong, i've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
yet, yet, yet, no no}x2

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you
and this is how you remind me
Of what i really am

This is how you remind me
Of what i really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
and I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet, yet, yet, no no}x4

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me (2x)
Of what i really am
This is how you remind me
Of what i really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
And I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
yet, yet, "Are we havin' fun yet?"
Five words in my head "Are we havin' fun yet?"}x2

Guarded...

Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
Why does it sound like the devil is laughing
Leaving me haunted tonight
You did decide

Now I want you, when you´re gone, and now it´s like
You´re holding something just in front of me
Well then, I can´t allow this to become another
One of those times that I´m left in the cold, dead
There´s no compromise
Just another tie
I know I need to sever

Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
Why does it sound like the devil is laughing
Leaving me haunted tonight
You did decide

Ever haunted, by the trappings of this life
Sweet redemption, just in front of me
Well now, it seems once again that I´ve lost another
One of the one´s that have broke through the wall
Damned
Fate won´t compromise
I have sold my soul,
And now the devil´s laughing
You did decide

You were bold and strong, and ready to begin your life
All for nothing, you were sacrificed
You began alone, and so it will be when you die
All for nothing, will you be remembered?
You did decide

Guarding yourself from the love of another
Left you with nothing tonight
So now you know why the devil is laughing
He left you with nothing tonight
You did decide

Blinded no more...

Your pretty face seduced me,
blinded me from how you used me
i walked the long way home,
only to get hurt by you again
the longest glange, oh,
what illusions did ii have of you?
a lone reflection splitting in two
You found all seven ways to keep me near,
near within your reach
you sure knew how to harness love,
but never made me more than want you
i'm not sorry, you will never get more out of me
'cause i am blinded no more
You sucked out my will to live
you gave me the crown, and killed...
high road would have none to regret
never felt, i took the low road instead
Love is a little death between two little lives,
nothing more. now i have myself to live for...
You sucked out my will to live
you gave me the crown, and killed...
high road would have none to regret
never felt, i took the low road instead

ooo, my life is out of my hands
i always gave eternal love another change
say the words, i wanna hear... alll over again.
consuming, my only reason
Nothing is service free,
such things cannot be healed,
that will do fine for me,
so come here, come, come, come...
And sucked out my will to live
you gave me the crown, and killed...
high road would have none to regret
never felt, i took the low road instead
...in the same nightmare again...
...dark tunnel of love will never end
...taken for granted again
...too weak a man to say it is over, all over
ooo, my life is out of my hands
i always gave eternal love another change
say the words, i wanna hear... alll over again.
consuming, my only reason...
we always seem to end up here and break a lance
ready to give eternal love another change...
you say the words, i wanna hear... all over again.
lust is my all consuming reason...
now, take me again...

Que lo pario...parte I

Bien, hoy borrando spam de mi casilla de mails llegue a una "seccion" de mi casilla de mails a la que no queria llegar...pero era inevitable...y abriendo esos mails encontre algo que me habia olvidado que me habia llegado y lo voy a postear...no por una razon en especial, si no porque me parece algo lindo y esta bastante copado y se merece aparecer aca...bueno...aca va...

Que tan difícil puede ser

Soñar con algo que no Será verdad

Si detrás de la realidad esta tu verdadero lugar

Por que?

Por que?

Insisto cada vez mas en soñar a tu lado?

Por que?

Por que?

Deseo mas aun que me muestres tu sonrisa?

Se que en mis sueños nos veremos otra vez

Cuando pueda abrazarte y darte mi calor.

Que lo pario! xD

Recordandote I

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Razon: Que haces ahi? Si, a ti...el idiota en el rincon... Que demonios haces ahi?

Wolf: Viendo la vida pasar...

Razon: Porque no te mueves y haces algo para solucionarlo?

Wolf: Porque deberia de hacerlo? no tengo una razon demasiado importante...

Razon: Vos, vos sos la razon para hacer las cosas...cuantas veces te lo dije ya?

Wolf: Yo no soy suficiente razon para hacer todo, y menos despues de lo que hice...no puedo perdonarme lo que hice...

Razon: Lo que sea que hayas hecho lo hiciste por su bien...o no? Se supone que ahora todo esta mas que bien por alla...

Wolf: Decimelo vos, despues de todo sos el destino...no? Es verdad que lo que hice lo hice pensando en ella, pero de un tiempo a esta parte empece a pensar un poco mas en mi y no puedo perdonarme lo que hice...

Razon: Si no perdonas lo que hiciste, como pretendes seguir con tu vida?

Wolf: A esto le llamas vida? Levantandote al mediodia, enchufarme todo el dia en internet con una vaga esperanza de volverla a cruzar y cuando esta, vivo tomando valentia para volver a hablarle sobre cualquier cosa. Buscando un trabajo que se que nunca voy a encontrar, tomando hojas que se que no voy a poder estudiar, rindiendo materias que se que nunca voy a aprobar...A eso le llamas vida?

Razon: Y que vas a hacer? Quedarte ahi para siempre?

Wolf: No se, algo saldra, realmente no tengo nada planeado y no creo que surga nada nuevo para hacer hasta que no pase lo que estoy esperando que pase...y sabiendo como son las cosas eso va a tardar bastante...

Razon: No puedo obligarte a hacer algo que no queres hacer, simplemente trate de convencerte...pero se ve que estas decidido a seguir asi...mucho no puedo hacer...solo voy a verte evitando que cometas una locura o que pierdas la poca cordura que te queda...

Wolf: Es bueno saber que puedo contar con vos cuando estoy encerrado entre la espada y la pared...por las veces que me salvaste te agradezco...de verdad...

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Ah, por dios...tengo tanta mierda adentro ultimamente...pienso cosas, digo cosas, otras me las guardo...y tanto guardar no es nada divertido porque despues se vienen cosas como estas...que no tienen coherencia alguna pero sirven para descargar...

Es ironico todo esto...no? Tanto tiempo pensando en una persona, ocupando cada minuto de tu cabeza en ella...siendo esta persona la razon para avanzar, para seguir, para ocuparse de uno mismo...luego, esta persona empieza a dudar y cree haber encontrado otra persona, que le hace bien, mas aun que yo...tomo la decision de dejarle el camino libre...y pasa lo que tiene que pasar...

De un tiempo a esta parte, la verdad...por un lado me arrepiento, porque esa persona fue, es y sera todo para mi...pero por otro lado me siento orgulloso de lo que hice, porque esa persona ahora es realmente feliz, o al menos eso es lo que a mi me parece...

Que que parte me domina en este momento?? la parte que se arrepiente...ese lado egoista, celoso, que sufre cada dia de su vida por no estar con esa persona, por no recibir una palabra bonita, por saber que todo lo que ella hace o dice es por y para el, ese afortunado...

Yo por mi, me ocuparia de otras cosas...de ver que onda con el resto del mundo...pero el lado que se arrepiente es mas fuerte que yo...y la verdad tengo una sensacion de impotencia tan grande...por no poder decirle todo lo que pienso a esa persona...porque no me atrevo, porque no quiero que esa persona se sienta incomoda, porque no quiero manchar el retrato de su vida...no otra vez...

A veces me da broca, a veces tristeza, a veces felicidad, a veces esperanza...nunca se define bien lo que siento cuando esa persona se me cruza por la cabeza...lo unico que yo quiero es que sea feliz, que sonria como me sonreia a mi...pero a veces todo es tan frio sin esa persona...tan gris...tan monotono...

Lo que busco con esto no es dar lastima...aunque tal vez inconsientemente asi lo sea...lo unico que quiero hacer con esto es que me sirva para descargar un poco toda la mierda que tengo adentro desde el dia en que en que esa persona se fue de mis brazos...

Si se tomaron el tiempo...gracias por leer...