Love?

-La extraño? A veces.
-Sueño con ella? Rara vez.
-La extraño porque no tengo a nadie más a quién extrañar? Probablemente.
-La necesito? Nah.
-Volvería a hablarle? Tal vez.
-Incluso después de todo lo que pasó? Seh.
-Te sentís sólo? Bastante.

How can I feel this empty?

The loneliness is killing me...

Triste

Siempre me pasa lo mismo. Espero, espero y espero. Y vos, nada...

Soy un idiota.

Mente...

Pensamientos.
Como aves de rapiña...
Devorando mi cerebro...
Y mi alma, otra vez esta de guardia...
Ideas, escenas, suposiciones...

En este pandemonio mental...
Creando lugares en los que quisiera estar...
Creando frases que querría decir...
Pero no puedo...

Confusiones.
Resucitando lo que parecía estar muerto...
Esos sentimientos, enterrados en el patio trasero...
A veces vuelven a la vida...
Cual no-muerto condenado...

Fascinado por lo que ella aun puede hacer...
Mi ser se golpea a si mismo contra el muro...
Un muro lleno de ilusiones baratas...
De sueños ponzoñosos...

Ilusiones.
Ilusiones que aun se sienten...
Se sienten a pesar del paso del tiempo...
El tiempo es lo que sobra...
Y asi zozobra mi alma...

De repente mis avances se ven frustrados...
Frustrados, por esperanzas lastimosas...
Y aquí me tienen otra vez...
Escribiendo cosas carentes de sentido...

Sueños.
Sueños de noches pasadas...
Pasadas, son las horas en las que pensaba...
Pensaba que esto ya había acabado...
Acabado quede, al ver que no era cierto...

Cierto es, que la dulce tortura continua...
Continua presionando mi mente...
Mente que trata de no seguir otra vez al corazón...
Corazón al que se le hace difícil no sentir...

It's Been a While

It's been a while
Since I couldn't
Hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I first saw you
And it's been a while
Since I could stand
On my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you

And all the things I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I stretch myself beyond my means

And it's been a while
Since I could say
That I wasn't addicted
It's been a while
Since I could say
I loved myself as well
And it's been a while
Since I've gone and
fucked things up
Just like I always do
And it's been a while
But all that shit
Seems to disappear
When I'm with you

And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
Have gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

It's been a while
Since I couldn't
Look at myself straight
And it's been a while
Since I said, "I'm sorry"
And it's been a while
Since I've seen the way
The candles light your face
And it's been a while
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste

And everything I can remember
As fucked up
As it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I couldn't
Hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I said, "I'm sorry"

Finally!

Finally chains came loose...
Now I have to move on...
And no matter the stones that my mind gets in my way...
I'm going to move on, with you or without you...

Life goes on, right?